Dear Lord,

Rescue me. Take me out of this darkness. Shield me from this hurt that is constantly eating at my heart. Stop me every time I want to cut myself, every time I want to hurt him, every time I have bad thoughts towards him. Lord, make me like your son Jesus. Help me to love Dan unconditionally, just as you love me. Just as you love everyone. Help me to sincerely pray for his wellbeing. And most of all Lord? Help me to trust in YOU. That YOU have the power to take care of Dan. Not Brian. Not Biz. Not me. You, Father. You alone can rescue Dan. Please God, take care of him. He never let me, and he never will God. Please help his heart. Show him that he doesn’t need to find his worth in girls. Help him see his worth, how wonderful he his, how beautiful his heart is. Help him to find his identity in you father, not in a girl. Help him to forgive those that have done wrong to him. God I believe in you, that you can do anything. I ask you to remain in my heart forever, Father. And Dan’s as well.